| things have been okay lately. today sucked. i always remembered the 4th of July as being so much fun when i was little. this year was a total let-down. a lot of things seem to be really disappointing actually. it's just like everything i knew to be true or right is not. it's weird and really sad. anyways...my blood tests from the doctor came back, not that anyone asked. lol i'm healthy which is good. i got some stomach tranquilizers and some other helpful pills incase it comes back, but im hoping it doesn't. b got really sick last night and didn't get any better today. so if you think of her pray for her because she really isn't good. i don't know i just feel really sad almost all the time. i miss a lot of people who i used to be close to and it seems like everyone is different. i hate it.
anyways on a happy note: it was sunny today! i tanned for a while and swam in the pool in my new bathing suit..yeaaahh.
annnddd paige got a new puppy!!! BRIA is soo cute
 aww she fell asleep on me at the beach last night.
 sleeping in paige's lap. soo precious.
 this just kills me everytime hahahahahaha so not lesbo..just humor.
ok well thats the end of that.
"and i know there'll be a day when all these things will go away and the diamond i'm left holding will be You"
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| things have been okay lately, i guess
my cousins from england and texas are down which has been a lot of fun and a great distraction from normal life.
"suzie, you got your A kicked on prom night, BEEEEECCHHH!" "O KAY KAY KAY" -only paige-
 i wanted to buy that puppy soooo baddd paige!! but hey, this is the girl speaking who spent $30 in the rag shop on God knows what! lol
well, i got more hours for work so that'll keep me busy and increase my checks which means i'll probably be shopping soon <3
my favorite stephen gave me some good advice so im trying to stay concentrated on what is to come and not on how low i feel now; it's still so hard for me
"no one should ever
feel the way that i feel now"
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| NATESKATE15: i lined up all my animal crackers on my laptop NATESKATE15: it's like a parade NATESKATE15: i ate them
i don't know where i would be or what i would do without nathan lyons in my life =)
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| i guess things have been pretty good lately. this past weekend was horrribble and still so not funny.
my sweetie is in puerto rico for spring break and im so jealous. but so happy for him. but so missing him. <33
ahh schools been stressful lately and i want to leave it forever.
"the wind forcast for today is southwest five minus ten."
so this was a fun one: i walk by my mom's room and shes on the phone with one of her friends or something and i hear: "do you love it?"
yeah and thats about it because im boring. ok see ya
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| | Current Music: | death cab for cutie/a movie script ending | | Subject: | i wonnnt that. | | Time: | 06:03 pm | | Current Mood: | gooood |
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| so if any of you have seen my sister's new livejournal, you may understand the reason for this post. if not, check it out: kis_me_hard
whateverrr...
i bet she didn't show you this pic..probably because she resembles FABIO !
 i mean, my face isn't normal by any means but come on FABIO
o and this one:
 enough said.
anyways, this weekend has been a good one. and i really liked not having school today. long weekend=more time with my lovvee <333
b and i beached it today and went to jamba juice, then tanned on the deck for hours.
loves it.
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| | Current Music: | jewel/you were meant for me | | Subject: | mmmm.. | | Time: | 04:24 pm | | Current Mood: | valentine-ish? |
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| i lovvveeed today.
nathan lyons brought me roses and a big heart balloon to lunch as a surprise <333 loves it. and tonight i have a hott date with the one and only.

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| | Current Music: | i'll be seeing you/notebook soundtrack | | Subject: | tribute | | Time: | 04:27 pm | | Current Mood: | loved |
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| today's post is a tribute to the best love story written:
THE NOTEBOOK now on DVD
"They didn't agree on much; in fact they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday....

....Noah was a country boy, Allie was from the city....
"It's not about keeping your promises, it's about following your heart." "If you're a bird, I'm a bird." "I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you everyday for a year." "It wasn't over, it still isn't over"


....but in spite their differences, they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other." <3333 | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| i forgot how much i hate school, but now i remember lots of fun things have happend since i've updated
i tried real sushi for the first time ate at baja fresh for the first time saw white noise (scarrrryyy) wittnessed a haircut...loves it got some cake and techno music all of which included my lovvvee nathan lyons. i enjoyed getting jamba juice and a red rose at school last week =)
dave bernard im obsessed with your new car.
tonight was my grandma's birthday dinner at pf changs....soo good. gotta love the fam and a teaspoon of stephen jones.
"stephen where did you learn how to use those chopsticks, is your dad chinese or something?!" "ummm no, i think i learned....." "yeah whatever"
bold letters=my grandma loves it...
"They didn't agree on much. In fact they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time and they challenged each other everyday.... But in spite their differences, they had one important thing in common, they were crazy about each other." -The Notebook
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| | Current Music: | rilo kiley/does he love you | | Subject: | done all i can | | Time: | 02:32 am | | Current Mood: | bedtime |
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| this break has been excellent so far. tonight i got called in to work and i didn't mind, so i closed with serra. haha she tripped and fell over a box infront of 345987405894750497 customers. i saw jase and jeremy at the mall =) jase said my haircut looked good which made me happy i went to outback with the fam the other night and saw jesse working there... and it didn't bother me in the slightest =) i love that my dad quotes napoleon since i made him watch it today im kind of hooked on rilo kiley tomorrow is christmas eve and i get to open my present from nate <3, even though i already know what it is lol and paige and i are exchanging, as well. well, time for me to get some sleep
all the immediate unknowns are better than knowing this tired and lonely fate does he love you does he love you will he hold your tiny face in his hands?
seeee yaa*
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| | Current Music: | rilo kiley/the absence of god | | Subject: | school is outtt | | Time: | 04:46 pm | | Current Mood: | content |
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| this week is going to be soooo good
we had half of our christmas early because my grandparents will be in England with my aunt and uncle, so we had a party yesterday which was lots of fun.
outback got cancelled due to large crowds
i guess you could say kate changed my outlook on rilo kiley
i've been lazy all day and i lovvveee it!
christmas is in six days and i only have limited shopping to finish
i really want a puppy when i eventually get out of here and live on my own
christmas lights tonight...yay
but most importantly...

NAPOLEON COMES OUT THIS TUESDAY!!
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| | Current Music: | travis again! | | Subject: | mmhmm... | | Time: | 11:04 pm | | Current Mood: | mellow |
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| i've been to the mall wayy too much this week
can't wait until saturday: no work, outback, nate's not working =)
so tomorrow i have two exams...chemistry ::sigh:: and algebra 2-so easy
our class christmas party was so much fun! i can't wait until europe next year with our extremely funny class
today i bought myself some christmas gifts that i really like. haha
im helping nate <3 decorate his new appartment tomorrow!
so take me, don't leave me take me, don't leave me baby, love will come through it's just waiting for you
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